Loneliness

He is all alone , staring at the blank screen of his computer. The screen saver was on and he was staring at it , his face as lifeless as the screen itself. He still cant believe that she is gone. No longer there with him. He was actually missing her. He was missing the days they spent roaming the outskirts of valley , he missed going to the movie and staring her while she was watching the movie, he missed calling her and waking up her at midnight just to say "Good night darling , I love you", he missed her touch, he missed her soft kiss, he missed her so badly .

It was his fault that she was gone. He chased her out of his life and now she wouldn't return. There was no chance that she would return. Regrets filled up his mind as he recalled what had happened 3 months ago.

"Its over , why don't you understand." he said

"But why ???? " she asked.

"I don't wont to be a reason for the end of your career and i bet you wouldn't wont me to compromise with my career too. Don't you see two creative people like us cant just get along. I just want to live life my way."

Then, he did not know that she was his life and that without her his life would never be complete. Now he was there all alone wishing that he hadn't said what he had already said.

"But small compromises need to be made in a relationship" she had said.

"But i don't want our life to end up in a compromise"

"Yeah , but look at what is at stake , OUR LOVE........ damn It , don't you think our love is worth it? "

"No"

Her tears had stopped flowing , she turned back and then just walked away. She never turned back to see him and she never will.